Now a tip : do sports. The human body needs physical activity. But in some way, we are in a kind of society where you can live without practicing any sport. Well, this is BAD ! Run, swim, do martial arts, you'll thank me later.
Then, keep a diary, where you can note what you do and think. Why ? Well, later, when you will enter the adult world, you'll have created a link with your childhood ; this will potentially help you to remember that emotivity may overcome rationality.
All that to say, do not visit the site now. There are plenty of better stuff to do, like reading Harry Potter. You are welcome to come back in a few years.
